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| I update on this thing to much.. but thats okay. Uhh summer almost over I guess. This tuesday I'll start CC taking a few classes.. should be something new.. but ick less time to spend with my Marina and our friends. Still living at home although John wants to get a house sometime next year.. meh its a possibilty. I figure I might as well stay at home. Its cheaper.. and I think he wanted to get one near Grand Valley which is farther away. I might visit south pretty soon. See whats up. Not that I know that many people. Still I think it would be nice. Uhh worked all summer. Then went and hung out with my friends. Hmm yea there ya go.
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| Alrighty.. Here is an update.. I think its time. Hmmm Now what to update on.. Well I'm working everyday till 5:30.. That will probably all summer. Then Fall I will be going to CC getting some main classes.. and hopefully some stuff for film. Latly been hanging out with friends.. going to the beach. Laying on driveways and going to parks at night to play hide and seek : ) What else.. oh yea Sitting at subway watching movies on a labtop is always fun too. If only the world didnt have to work.. everything would be so much better. But thats life..
New Cell phone number.. well as of the last week of school which was a while back.
616-460-9263
msn: need4speed003@msn.com
aim: xSonicUnleashedx ( I think heh)
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I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you |
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| Eve 6 : Here's to the Night
So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
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